心酸

不知不觉回来马来西亚已3个月了。发生了许多事情令我感觉到我已变了很多。。。 变得我已不再认识自己。一切值得吗？每天都感觉心酸到要流泪，要放弃，要离开。 缺乏的只是一股勇气去结束这一切。。。

DreamZ...

Yesterday i dreamt that i went for vacation alone, just to get rid of all those shits happening recently. I walk around the river bank and reach a very "weird" place. with a roller-coaster there. So while i'm playing till the most excited part, it STOP due to technical problem. I do think this dream reflect the feelings i am having right now. Being lonely all the while, walking along the river bank to seek for some peacefulness, roller coaster is my hope, technical problem means my hope is away from me. I'm really tired of this and hate to be LONELY!!!!!

Life is SUCKS!!!!

I hate the life I’m having right now. I don’t understand why I have to come across all these SHITS… I don’t know why I just couldn’t have a normal “happily ever after” life. I don’t need branded stuff, I don’t need to eat expensive food, and I don’t need a huge house… What I need is just a home and a supportive boyfriend. But maybe god thinks that I don’t deserve to have any of it. God wants me to walk the path by myself without any support.

I’m still a lonely baby living in a lonely life.

Baby's BirthDay!!!

We celebrate at Lousiana Restaurant next to the kelana Jaya Lake... (Recommended place)



Me baked de cake... Although it looks ugly but still consider delicious geh...



Went genting highland without a jacket... Chilling nie



Me sew de pillow... Baby lOve it sO much nie!!!

FishinG n phOto shOotinG dAy wit my bAbY...

Berry n Me

Booty Shake!!!

Have you ever seen a car can shake it booty?? Proton Saga can. Confused? Watch the clip and see how it shakes... Lol...